black audio book

 

What Is The Purpose Of My Drama?
What Am Eye Being Forced To See?
What Is Triggering This Trauma?
What’s Stopping Me To Be?
Seeing You Making Plans
With Others In Front Of Me
Makes Me Feel Excluded
And I ask Myself
Do I Matter To You As You Matter To Me?

Or Am I Just Being Deluded?

Is This A False Relationship
Of Cause And Effect?
That My Mind Is Interpreting With This Defect?

How Do I Shade Some Light
On This Unhealthy Attachment?

How Do I Let Go Of Holding Tight
To Participate In This Love Reenactment?

We Dramatize The Weather
Thinking That We Are Being So Clever
At The End Of The Drama
You Realize It’s Not Real
It’s Just Your Trauma
Trying To Teach You How To Heal

Become surreal

Should You On Your Tears Put On A Seal?
Or Just Allow Your Eyes To Feel
That Suffering That Was Blocked
That You Kept Carrying Around.

My Poetry Is Just A Good Night Story
It’s How I Express My Suffering, No Worry
Tomorrow I Will Forget
If Today I Don’t Do Something I Will Regret

The Only Way To Play-Along
Is By Staying Grounded, Staying Strong
Bleeding Again With Words On The Screen
Until I Release This Wound Locked Deep Within

Written by urzique